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Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Post-Christmas Update.

First of all I'm going to list all the things I got, and who gave them to me. I hope I can remember them all.
1*Gameboy Advanced SP(red) (From Dad/Stepdad)
2*Van Helsing (From Dad/Stepdad)
3*Final Fantasy 1&2 Dawn of Souls (From Dad/Stepdad)
4*Five ear piercings/nose piercing (From Dad/Stepdad)
5*Anywhere But Home by Evanescence (From Mikie)
6*Now 17 (From Dad/Stepdad)
7*Three pack of Body Fantasy spray (Dad/Stepdad)
8*Alice In Wonderland purse (Dad/Stepdad)
9*Sliver ring (Elizabeth)
10*The Time-Turner from HP3 (Dad/Stepdad)
11*Plastic carrying case and beads for making my animal key chains (Dad/Stepdad)
12*Orlando Bloom Door Poster (HOTTIE!) (Dad/Stepdad)
13*"Some Like It Hot" jammies (Mom)
14*Shrek 2 (Mom)
15*Orlando Bloom door poster (Mom)
16*Lite Pink jammies (Auntie)
17*"Ooh La La" slippers (Auntie)
18* 20$ gift card at Rhino Games (Mom)
19* 20$ (Uncle Paul)
20* 25$ (Granny)

Made out pretty well this year. I'd be extremely happy though if I could get ahold of Jeffy. I miss you! :( What did you have to ask me anyway?

BTW that clock down there is wrong for some reason.. it's 10:25 pm.

| ~Rosie~ \\ 7:13 PM |


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Sunday, December 19, 2004

Hmm.

I was talking to Nicky, Friday. He told me about his day with Avalon and how he couldn't stand the fact that he actually had to go back home. I know how he is about the home life or lack there of. For a long while I did feel bad for him. Atleast I get along with one of my parents. He doesn't at all. But after awhile I realized, he's not seriously bad off at all. I mean, so, his mom won't let him get his eyebrow pierced or she can't stand giving him anything he wants. He only has a few years left of "childhood" and he can legally go anywhere he wants. And it's not as if he doesn't have friends and other family members that do care about him. And love him. It's not like he's alone in the world. Though sometimes he acts like it. He's constantly talking about his sister and Avalon. And as if that wasn't enough, he's got Matt, Teddy, Macy, Paige, Mel, Andy and Hell freeze over if I mention myself. If anything ever happens, we will always find a way to help each other out.

| ~Rosie~ \\ 7:14 PM |


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Saturday, December 18, 2004

Asses!

Ugh, I am SO pissed off at Vh1 & MTV! How can these people NOT put Evanescence on these end of the year awards. At the moment I'm watching Vh1 Top 40 music videos of '04. I mean did NO ONE see the video for Everybody's Fool? That was SO awesome. Plus Amy's so sexy. What about Amy and Seether? I love Broken. It's my friggin' anthem. People dunno good music.

| ~Rosie~ \\ 6:21 PM |


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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Somewhere to Vent.


Love is for the weak minded. I have never understood that until yesterday. Between Nicky and his suicide threats/free-will to Cody and his, well, Cody doesn't speak at all to me anymore. So I dunno, he looked really pouty today.... Anywho. Men are going to be the end of me. Erm, if you wanna call them men. I guess.
Lets start with Cody, since he's not as complicated and my feelings for him aren't either. I like Cody, I mean he's alright to talk to but, no thanks, I'll pass on anything more than that. I think if I "went" with Cody it'd be terrible for both of us. He's totally in denile anyway. We all know he just loves Christy. Maybe Caitlyn a little, too. Dunno about that one for sure. It's one of my many theories I have. So far not many of them have been true at all.
Eh, I wish Nicky was that easy. No matter what happens. We can never understand each other. I love him so much. But it doesn't seem to matter if I tell him that. I know I play around with him when he says he still loves me the same. But to be honest I don't think he does love me the same. I believe he loves me but not in the sense that I want. It's really selfish but, I can't help it. I just dunno what to do w/o him.
I think that's the first time I've actually typed/written/said that before. I mean more people than just me read this right? But lots of the people I know that read this don't go to Lake Weir. As if I cared anyway. Anyway, I feel a little better that I got some of that out. Now I'm going to find a new blog skin.

| ~Rosie~ \\ 2:06 PM |


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Monday, December 13, 2004

Quiz Results

I AM 67% GOTH!
67% GOTH
Oh My Goth! You Goth, Girl. There is a good chance I am bi. Freakiness pumps through my viens, but I can still laugh at myself.

12-13-04

Darkness Sprite
Cruel, beautiful, ominous and evil
You are a sprite of Darkness: Most shiver at the
sound of your name, you are ominous and
something to be feared. Humans are playthings
to you, toys for your own horrid uses.
Heartless and cruel you love the pain and
hardships of others, sometimes you are the
cause. You are very beautiful on the outside
which will entrance any mortal into believing
what you lead them to, but sooner or later they
will understand the deadly ways of your true
nature. Despite your dark side you are very
talented, you have many gifts that you leave
locked up in favor of whatever else your doing
at the moment. The feeling of love is alien and
unwanted, it frightens you. Perhaps the only
thing that does, you are quite brave and things
rarely surprise or startle you.

12-13-04



http://members.rogers.com/lim.jennifer/dark.jpg
In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)


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awesome dark
you represent the end of life. you are cruel and
dark and hate people.


What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)
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Rain
Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you, humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.


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Too bad!
You are Dark

You are a dark person .
Secretive, and a bit depressed. It's either by
problems in your life, or your attitude towards
things. People feel depressed or sad whenever
they're around you, but it's what you think
right? Don't care about what other people
think? I agree with you on that, but do take
care.

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I hate you so bad
you are the "I hate you so bad" happy
bunny. You hate everyone and eveything and your
not ashamed of it.


which happy bunny are you?
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HASH(0x88f55c4)
BLACK


??Which colour of Death is yours??
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| ~Rosie~ \\ 1:52 PM |


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Sunday, December 05, 2004

New News.

Well, I've decided to make my story a little closer to home for my future Lake Weir readers. So if you think I really like you. Look for yourself in the next few volumes. Although some of you may not appear as, erm, well you may have a different name. I'm putting a lot of "fictional" characters in so, I may borrow your personality. (Dun worry I'll give it back when I'm done.) It's going to take me a while to get myself going again on the writing thing. It's hard for me to get my flow going so. Anywho, my lovies, Later.

(BTW Nazns, what in the hell happened to the lil Christmas thingy I wanted to do?!)